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This is where i say ive had enough,
noone should ever feel the way that i feel now
a walking open wound A trophey display of bruises
and i dont believe that im getting any better.

Im going down in flames for you, baby you are the weapon i choose. These wounds are self inflicted.

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just dont belong and noone understands you.
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud that noone hears you screaming.
No you dont know what its like when nothing feels alright, no you dont know what its like to be like me.

This place is a hole but i dont wanna go,
I wish we could stay here forever alone.
This time that we waste, but i still love the taste,
dont let him take my place dont just sit and think.
Sometimes i wish you would leave me.
Whoa im not sick of you yet is this as good as it gets ill just hide it.

Pain without love,
pain i cant get enough
pain i like it rough cause id rather feel pain then nothing at all.

Im only happy when it rains,
Im only happy when its complicated,
although i know you cant appreicate it
im only happy when it rains.

So deep that it didnt even bleed, and catch me off gaurd red handed now im far from lonley.

Thought that I was the exception.
I could rewrite your addiction.
You could have been the greatest.
But youd rather get wasted.
You fall asleep during forplay cause the pills you take are more your fortay.
Im not sticking around to watch you go down.
Wanna be your lover not your fucking mother.
Cant be your saviour I dont have the power.
Im not gunna stay and watch you circle the drain.

I lock the door, turn all the water on.
Bury that sound so noone hears anything anymore.
Mirror lie to me tell me your can see, maybe you wont be able to reconize me now.
I know you can feel all the things your still, your taking it your taking it.
Feeling so esay make me skin and bones, im always on my knees for you.

Another sleepless night and still starring at the ceiling.
I can her him fighting with her for no good reason.
We this ever end?
Will this house be a home again?
If I had my way I would corner him and say.
Put yourself in her position all she needs is recognition.
Loves not enough when you say dont you know you gotta mean it.

Im not a stranger, no iam yours.
With crippled anger and tears that still drip sore.

This world, this world is gone.
But you dont you dont have to go.
Your feeling sad your feeling lonley and noone seems to care.
Your mothers gone and your father hits you the pain you cannot bare.
Be we all bleed the same way that you do.
And we all have to same things to go through.
Hold on when you feel like letting go.
Hold on it gets better then you know.

My tears run down like razor blades, and no im not the one to blame its you, or is it me?
And all the words we never say come out and now were all ashamed and theres no sense in playing game when youve done all you can do.

Im laying here on the floor where you left me.
I think i took to much.
Im crying here, what have you done?
I thought it would be fun.
I cant stay on your life support theres a shortage in the switch i cant stay on your morphaine cause its making me itch.
Ill try to call the nurse again but shes being alittle bitch.

Everyones around, no words are comming out, and I cant find my breath can we just say the rest with no sound.
I know this is not enough, I still dont measure up.
Im not prepared sorry is never there when you need it.
And I do want you to know ill hold you up above everyone.

Take a breath, Ill pull myself together.
Just another step until I reach the door.
Youll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you.
I wish that I could tell you something, to take it all away.
Sometimes I wish i could save you.
Cause theres so many things that I want you to know.

Help, Ive done it again.
I, have been here many times before.
Hurt, myself again today.
And the worst part is theres noone else to blame.
Be my friend.
Hold me.
Wrap me up.
Unfold me.
I am small.
And needy.
Warm me up, and breathe me.

I found this somewhere each day you have to write a letter to these people so im going to give it a try

Day 1 _X_ Your Best Friend
Day 2 _x_ Your Crush
Day 3 _x_ Your Parents
Day 4 _x_ Your Sibling (or Closest Relative)
Day 5 __ Your Dreams
Day 6 __ A Stranger
Day 7 __ Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 __ Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 __ Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 __ Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 __ A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 __ The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 __ Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 __ Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 __ The person you miss the most
Day 16 __ Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 __ Someone from your childhood
Day 18 __ The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 __ Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 __ The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 __ Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 __ Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23  __ The last person you kissed
Day 24 __ The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 __ The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 __ The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 __ The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 __ Someone that changed your life
Day 29 __ The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 __ Your reflection in the mirror

Day 1 your best friend,

Dear annie,
we have known eachother sience preschool, we used to be best friends but we grew apart, we are still great friends but we dont talk or hangout as much. I guess high school got the best of us. I just wish you would talk to me more or send me a text message once and a while, dont you know im sitting at home every weekend doing nothing? Of course you dont im sorry for anything i ever did to you and im sorry for putting you through alot i love you and miss you <3

Day 2 your crush ,

Dear caleb,
I have loved you for four years now, I only see you once or twice a year sometimes never. I dont know if you like me too but i hope you do. I dont know why you would love me theres nothing to love. I hope you go camping with us this year so i can see you for a full week. The only thing that  made me think you liked me was when you kept looking and smiling at me. But who knows that could have been anything. Just know i love you and youll always be my first love even if you never loved me i miss you everyday :)

Day 3 your parents,

Dear mom and dad,
I know a shoved off you devorice like i wanted you guys to break up, at the time i did because i couldnt handle the two poeple i love most to fight all the time, i just wanna go back to when you were happy together and loved eachother and we were a family and did things together. I look at old pictures and wanna cry i was so little and i didnt know what ugly things the world had to offer. And mom the reason i hate your "boyfriend" is because this is all his fault, he is the reason dad started gettting jelous and you kept saying you were just friends and i wannted to belive that but i knew you werent and you lied to him, i used to think this was dads fault beacuse i was young and stupid but now i relize it was you and his fault and i will neverforgive him for that, its not beacuse hes an asshole i hate him its beacuse he ruined my entire life. And dad im sorry that im always at moms, its just that you always walk around the house and mumble about things about her and talk shit about her all day and i cant handle that its like nothing changed when you guys broke up. It hurts me because i never see you but im sorry going back and forth make it feel even though i know it is permenient. I just wanna turn back time and stop eeverything id be so much happier and mom sorry for anything ive ever done to hurt you.

Day 4 a letter to your sibling

Dear josh,
I know you are my big brother and you always will be but sometimes you make me feel like shit, you never wanna do anything with me i feel left behind like im not good enough even for my own brother. You wonder why i cry when you never wanna do anything with me and you call me a baby and a basket case, but the truth is your the only one who went through mom and dads break up with me and i want you to love me but whenever i try and come in your room and visit you, you kick me out and punch me and i have so many burises beacuase of you, i know your kidding but it hurts i love you more then anything but please just love me too.

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind. For me it happens all the time.

You know my name, not my story.

I was the dark before the dawn, the voice without a song,
the words that came out wrong,
but you heard me all along.

E.X.P.R.E.S.S love sex ladies no regrets.



Not all scars show
Not all wounds heal
Sometimes you cannot always see
The pain someone feels



Where do i go from here

When karma comes back to punch you in the face, I want to be there. Just in case it needs some help.

She says she's fine, but she's going insane.  She says she feels good, but she's in a lot of pain.  She says it's nothing, but it's really a lot.  She says she's okay, but really she's not.

Friendship means understanding, not agreement.  It means forgiveness, not forgetting.  It means memories last, even if contact is lost.

I'll be just fine pretending I'm not.  I'm far from lonely and it's all that I've got

everything was perfect.
we were happy as can be.
then you remembered her,
& forgot about me.

here she goes again, she swallows her tears
puts her heart on her sleeve, & acts like the
girl, everyone else expects her to be.