Have you ever felt left out, like everyone was invited but you? I feel like that everyday, I have three best friends and they constantly hangout but im only sometimes invited like when they get bored and cant think of anything more to do with just three of them. I miss my old friend, we have been in a fight for the longest time but recently patched things up. They are not like they used to be, we used to hangout everyday and go to concerts all the time. I thought I was gaining something not being friends with her, the only thing I gained was boredom and spite. I dont really know what im supposed to do, its like I was put on this earth to sit and do nothing all day, and never make anything out of my life. Oh well get through some more days with fake smiles.

There are just certain things in life that are better
off unknown, things you wish you never asked,
never saw, never heard, and never even felt.

Go.
Live your life, never knowing how much you ruined mine.

When I close my eyes all I see is you.

My ex girl friend used to have this weird fetish where she liked to dress up as herself and act like a fucking bitch all the time. - Bo Burnham

Manage me, Im a mess turn a page Im a book half unread I want to be laughed at,
laughed  with just because I want feel weightless and that should be enough. 

Wide awake,
my mistake,
so predictable,
you were fake,
I was great,
nothing personal.

Ive fought for a long time now,
while drowning in a river of denial,
I washed up,
fixed up,
picked up all my broken thing,
cause you left me, police tape, chalk line, tequlia shots in the dark,
scene of the crime,
suburban living with the feeling that im giving up everything for you.

This city, so pretty
under moon lit skies well be hanging like a cigarette.
Go stunning, start running tongihts likes a knife wont you cut me with your kiss
I bleed red lips your unbeliveable, cant miss this chance to take you out heres my invitation.

You only live once.

I jumped for you.

Keep your head up  gorgeous theyd kill to see you fall.

Your beautiful, just the way you are.

Youve had a hard life, glad to see its looking up.

Sorry for everything.

Your too much for me.

We havent talked in so long.

I lost everything over that little l word.

Im not perfect but ill keep trying.

Live your life.

Your too beautiful for this.

Hold your head up.

Be different.

Dont care what others think.

You make me want to <3
jump off a cliff -.-

A world without music is like a world without feelings.

Smile, babe.

Dont be afraid about what other people will say, they are just as scared.

I love you.

Noone takes a picture of something they want to forget.

Ring ring, everydays the same without you, my phone sings.

Its too dangerous to go alone,.. take this.

This poisons my intoxication.

Say your prayer say a little common sense.

If your feeling me,
lets make a memory,
my heart is melting cuase your hot like the summmer heat <3

She said, I was seven and you were nine.
I looked at you like the stars would shine in the skies, the pretty lights.
Our daddys used to joke about the two of us growing up and falling in love.

I miss the sound of your voice,
and i miss the rush of your skin.
and i miss the still of the slience, as i breathe out and breathe in.

Now i can see your pain, im sorry.
I cried tonight.

I never thought id say this but im sorry,

Dont make the mistake of living your life worring that you might make one.

Happy looks good on you.

Theres always someone out there who will love you for who you are.

Dont underestimate me.

I cant help giving up, and no its not good enough.

Get outta your mind, yeah fuck that shit get outta your mind.

Ive got plenty of things i would like to say to you.

Im scared of living.

The world is beautiful.
Look around.

The sun rises for you.

Shes crying on the phone, everyday its the same but shell never know.

Dont spend your whole life thinking about things and people who dont matter, cause their not thinking about you.

I just came to say goodbye didnt want you to see me cry, im fine.

I never took you for a trick but sometimes,
I dont know what you want.
I can take it if you need to take this out on someone.
That little bitch with her head held so high talking shit and I,
cut myself so i could feel something and I know its not a lie.

Yeah you can take it all away now miss,
theres alittle bit in you in all this.

Love is the movement.

I wont say anything at all.

Everybody wants a piece of you, everyone take a piece of me.

Get help.

Was going to teach myself to drive,
so I could take you for a ride.
Was going to go to the seaside.
Was going to spend the day outside.

I tired to be cool cause I want you,
but its hard to be cool when you want too.

I keep every single picture so when i grow old i can look back and laugh.

Cant you see the affect you have on people.

You like the chase and thats all.

I try but its not good enough, I keep trying but i keep giving up.

When I get older I will be stronger.