If you cut yourself, if you hate yourself, if you eat, if you don't eat. If your parents split up, if you parents hit you, if your mom tells you you're a piece of trash. If you got in a car crash & half your face is gone - wake up in the morning & give yourself a shot. Not for music, not for any reason other than the fact that you are alive & you were given the grace to wake up another day. So do it, man. Just freaking get out there & try.

When people say it hurts them to see you hurting yourself
[ its just their way of taking your pain & making it about themselves ]

Yes; its true.
i have scars on my arms
but that doesn`t mean i`m
some kind of freak.
they`re simply memories when
i`ve fallen apart, they're times
when i was weak & afraid
to ask for help

I dont talk about myself very often cause i feel when ever i do im boring you.

You said one day we'll learn how to fly.

Rumors are spread in two seconds flat.
she did this && he did that .
I don't give a fuck. So go spread that

just cut yourself up like cheap coupons

and say death was on sale...

I messed up, Ive never meant it so much.
Its been so long science I did you wrong, this is my best way to say sorry.
That i am sorry, I cant take my mind off what ive done.

You said I gave you butterflies, then you flew out of my life.

Remember when you got your frist drum set?
And how we used to practice in the basement?
I was singing like billy joel.

Im five years old its getting cold ive got my coat on.
I hear your laugh and I look up smiling at you.

Dad, Mom, Josh, and caleb please no i always loved you forever and ever.