Wednesday, February 9, 2011

I get lost in the thought of losing you.

You took a part of me that wasn’t yours to keep.

The best feelings are the ones that you cant find words to describe them.

Someday youll miss me.

Maybe this world is another planets hell.

You were supposed to chase me.

Im always here at the side of the stage, let you live your life pretend im ok.

Fuck absoultely everything.

Some of us are just trying to get through the day without falling apart.

I dont want the world to see me cause i dont think that theyd uderstand.

Do you ever get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody? You don't want to smile and you don't want to fake being happy. But at the same time you don't know exactly what's wrong either. There isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting and being along never was. At least when you're alone no one will constantly ask you what is wrong and there isn't anyone who won't take 'I don't know' for an answer. You feel the way you do just because. You hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait.

I'm not my usual self being quiet and lonely isn't 'me' crying all night, acting all day this isn't how it's supposed to be.

You are my only reason.

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